Thursday, February 3, 2011

Granulomatosis More Condition_symptoms She's a Rainbow, Brittana.

Title: She's a Rainbow
Author: [info] luandachan
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: Santana / Brittany. Blaine.
Warnings: Located in the chapter of San Valentin. It has no spoilers.
Note: Oneshot inspired and written with 'She's a Rainbow' by The Rolling Stones.


"Nobody knows how it started, but we all imagine that Santana's fault."

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Licensing Trailer Ontario [One-shot] "Crazy You" {Part 1}

First. The title has nothing to do with history! Haha got it because I'm listening to that song now! Of Yamapi XD haha (: xD So ignore the title haha XD XD did not know which to
At last! Wrote something! Aaa! Will HAAC cold! Haha actually if XDDD ~ ~ I'm a little tired. Uu / / no I had uploaded porqe had no time: / /
But now! XDD So let's go fast with this, I must sleep now

nn Title: "carzy You"
XD Author: Ayarashichan
couple: Obviously Ohmiya \u0026lt;3 & Juntoshi out there: D
Genre: AU Romance, Yaoi, Fluff, Humor a bit} {, and Angst tmb a bit XD but I promiseqe is not as ugly as the last
XD Rating: R . . . Porqe yeah! XD haha
Note: Gift very late! for [info] maryfeamnos by Tanjoubi (: and [info] arashi_l this part has a happy end ^ / / ^ hope you like it (:
Note # 2: This narrated, mostly, by Nino: D
Note # 3: radical change! XD ages of the kids here. The largest are: Jun and Ohno XD And after they Sho and the children Aiba and Nino (:
And obviously as we deduce qe month and June isl higher after Ohno, Sho later, after Nino, and the baby is Aibis
xD Now if the OneShot!:
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"Crazy You" XD

"But ... Ohno-san ... "
" already decided. Sorry, I know you really liked working here, but ... not necessary "
" But ... I want to continue helping "
" Sorry. I do not think you're going to keep learning a lot here. It makes no sense that you stay "
" I do not care, "said the boy, desperate. "I ... I want to continue here "
There was a moment of silence between them, in the face of Mayor reflected the sadness and disappointment.
"Why are you so?, You disappoint me. Creeí your dream was to become an architect ... "
" What is "
" So why do you cling to this place that we can not teach you anything? "
This did not know that answer, so I remained silent.
"But I admire you greatly. And you can still teach me so much ... "
" But I've decided not to. I'm old. I know nothing about modern architecture, you should study with younger people, peopleyou can help
"But ..."
"There are no 'buts'. Otsukare deshita sama "ruled with a firm voice, and made a small bow in front of the child. This just watched as the man gave him the last words ... the last words. And volveríaa never see it. Thousands of thoughts went through his mind many emotions collided at once, together.
And he was standing in front of the only person who truly loved throughout his life. Unable to say anything. Not daring to open his mouth ... I wanted to say, really wanted to say: 'I Love You. " Whatever it was, to haltthis heading, not wanting to let go.
But in the end ... could not. He sighed and made her lean, resigned.
"Otsukare deshita sama ..."
And it was the end.

Damn birds. Why do not you shut up? The noise of cars, people in passing that whispered to me faint lying on a park bench. What the hell cared about them? It bothered me.
"Sorry. I do not think you're going to keep learning a lot here. It makes no sense that you stay "
sense Is not, What was the sense that it gave my heartn your company? I could not stand, and it was a fact, had about 1 hour since I left his studio. And there was no longer fight the urge to get up, run to the back, and tell him I loved him more, he would not say anything, I would take the shoulders and kiss him and , as usual. But could not. That lack of respect, ne? Who cares about respect now? . . . In short, neither I nor my mind nor my thoughts, were able to agree. So I was over here, lying on the bench, like a kid on the street, penniless, homeless and without food. He had all that, but nor really care. I only queríaa him.
'You were a fool' a little voice inside my head told me. And he was right. How the hell do I, a boy whose only ambition in life was to graduate as an architect, to be very successful with it and to rub his father's face that he had, and without their help , fell in love with a man, and not just a man, a man almost 10 years older than him?
When?, When my dream became to be at his side, rather than comply with what I promised? Not only me, if not allthe world.
had almost about to give up everything. On the verge of losing people who supported me in everything and always had done, only to be with him.
Love if it blinds people. And although he no longer had the same feelings, the pain ... the pain was still there. It was not my fault. I had reached that place with all the desire to learn, not just to learn, if not surpass the master. Satoshi Ohno knew that was a great architect, almost universally recognized, and had always admired his work, far from being professional, was artistic. I was very excited when his former secretary said I could startwork the following week. And at first, my goal had been the same. I did not know when ... Changed.
guess it was the fact it was gentle and kind to me, always asking questions like: Did you eat?, Did you sleep well?, Got a lot of work?, Things like that. Plus, his sincerity and confidence, never had anyone but a close bond with me, told me, practically all his life. From that moment I felt I wanted to be with him always being there to protect, to care for and to cheer.
But ... I had left, apparently thought that my time was over there ... andhours should leave, now we had to walk down different paths, and was supposed to get rid of the love she felt for him.
sighed. I closed my eyes. And my phone rang. Hell, I was not going to answer it. But continued playing. Continue to ignore it. And rang again. Damn it, do not talk to anyone now.
"Hello?"
"Ninochaan! Least Aiba.
"What?"
"Sho Come home!"
"Eh, what the hell are you doing there?"
"Gorowing movies "
" Movies?, Aiba, I can not "
" Neee, I already got out of work not tell me you have extra work ... "
And he had to remind me, I knew to not hacíaa purpose, but still hurt.
"Medicine does not have homework to do?" I asked, trying to change the subject.
"Since the term"
"So lets do some homework on economy Sho ... or whatever you are doing "
" It's over ... He says he was not economics, was of Directors "
rolled my eyes. "We Ninochan," yeah? & Quot, I thought for a moment, but had no way of denying, if Aiba did not leave me in peace all night. "Okay," I replied.
"YAY, then we wait here" I nodded and hung up. Keep the phone in my pocket. And I remained where I was. A small smile formed on my lips. Aiba ... and laughed. That guy ... I did not understand how the hell had gone with a friend like him, but I do not repent, everyone wants to have a friend like Aiba, although sometimes be annoying.
remembered the day he told us he wanted to be VeterinAryan. I knew immediately that this was his vocation. At the home of her parents had a mini-zoo, and when I was there, always took care to pick up any abandoned animal in the street, cared for, fed him and gave him muucho love, and then s let them go free. Neither his parents nor Sho or I, we were surprised when he said he planned to study it. We knew he was born to practice this profession, and had done very well all this time. Sho
, meanwhile, had decided to follow the footsteps of his father with that of politics, and the race was more tedious and more subjects in all, compared with ours. But mySho I knew that he loved. I always loved listening to anything his father had to say, and while taking him to the office, Sho was moved a lot and always behaved very well.
was very happy for my friends. They were the best I could have wished ...

"Huh?", "Architect?"
"Shhhh, nee-chan"
My sister covered her mouth with his hand, but it was too late. My father was standing in front of us and looked at me like I do not recognize. "Ar qui tec to?" He repeated slowly. I just nodded. "What happened to law?" I rolled my eyes, sick of youma.
"Dad, I told you I do not like that race
" But everyone in the family have been dedicated to that, look at your sister, a great lawyer will be very soon ... Why do not you? "
" Because I do not like. I'm not interested, not strikes me, I will not defend anyone "
" But it's the family business "
" Well, I do not care, I want to study architecture "
could not be sure .. . no, wait, if I could be sure: My father was angry.
"study law because I tell you!"
"NO!, You can not decide that for me & quot;
"Of course I can, I'm your father. And I will not pay you another race
"I do not care, do not. I'll do "
" JA!, DO YOU WANT TO SEE! "
" I'll sing, and without your help "


Since then, no longer a recognized Ninomiya for my father. Decíaa who everyone who had no son. After that, I had left home, and he could spend some time with Aiba. I got a job and rent an apartment, and now living there.
My sister and mother paid half of my career, behind my padre clear.
remembered what he had been happy when they told me they would, and could realize my dream. I remember I promised to always have good grades and pass around, and had maintained. And remember, having promised myself that nothing in the world would think of doing anything else, anything that interfered with my career. . .
I guess I had broken that promise long ago. Some time ago, and thought about my work as only a moment to see it, to be with him. Not like learning, and had no intention of 'beat the teacher' now just wanted to be with the teacher. Did
going to break that promise with my sisterand my mom?, they had esfrozado much for me, I would do it for them.
I got up, and took my bag, hung it on my shoulder, and walked toward the house of Aiba.
I would. Continue on with my life, no matter what. What do all these promises.
"will be a great architect Ninomiya-kun. Never give up and continued with all your strength. I hope to see great things from you "I walked
deliberate pace, with one goal in mind. Fulfill my dream. And not wanting to admit that I did for him.
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&; Quot; "Nino chan?" I
Aiba's face in front of me suddenly. I tried ignoring it, turning my face toward the screen, trying to concentrate on a stupid movie that did not want to see.
"Nee, Nino-chan, you okay?"
I put my eyes, tired of him so close, her small voice was starting to bother me. "Yes" I replied. "Well, do not believe," he objected. "Not my problem" I assured him.
"you tell us what happens, are you tired?," Ohno-san made you work hard?, Do you work tomorrow? "Made me puestions quickly. I just keep quiet.
And television was turned off immediately. "Hey, Why turn off?" I heard the reproach of Sho.
"Something's wrong with Nino-chan and do not want to tell us"
"Oh yeah, What happens to you Nino?"
sighed. Why should I have friends who are so concerned about me?
"I told you I'm fine"
"lie"
"I'm tired that's all
" Do you have a lot of work tomorrow? "Asked Sho
ODiab mention the job because he reminded me. "I have no job," I replied.
"Hey, that's good. So you can relax ... "he began, Aiba, Sho interrupted but
" What do you mean I have no job? "
" To that, I have no job. Ohno-san decided to close his studio and now I'm out of work "
" Eh, why shut it? "
" I do not know, said something about how ... Rest and relaxation "
" Sure, he can do because it has a lot of money. But what about you? "Sho spoke.
"I know. But you want me to say? What can not close it because I have to keep working? Is their study, not mine "
Aiba and Sho smiled at me showing me their support. But I could not, nor the smile and the words came out of my mouth.
"Wait, you and leave you just like that? Too bad "began Aiba, Sho looked confused. But I took from my pocket a sheet, put it on the table.
"What's that?" Asked Sho
Places, in which I am 100% recommended by Ohno-san, if I go, I have a job immediately "I explained.
"Wow, so if left you ó to secure job, why you look so sad? "
" I'm not "
" Is it true? "
" Huh? "
" , Why do not you separate yourself from the "
Aiba said" not true "
" Please child, you are so obvious "
" No, not true ... Wait, so obvious? "
" Yes, since you came to work there, it was more of Ohno-san this, Ohno-san that ... We were spending talking the whole time "
My eyes were opened in surprise, he knew. But as no pod & iacute; to be surprised when I had just been told that my love for Ohno was obvious and I could see your face?
"Well I ..."
"Obviously we're sad about that ..."
"I'm fine
" Did you tell? "
" Huh? , Tell him what? "
" That you love "
" Aiba!, I will not say that. I can not ... "
" Why not? "
" For Ohno-san is much older than him, and Nino should not be thinking of a 'future' with Ohno -san. It is obvious that it will not "
That room & amp; iacute; has been too hard. I knew that would not have it, he had been foolish from the start, but how the hell do I tell my heart that he is?, How do I tell him stop loving him? I can not. And the way things Sho had said, only made everything worse, it made me feel worse, because it was true, because it was 'Malo'.
"I think that Nino should be content with what he did, and who has offered an opportunity to work in these studies are very good. What could learn from Ohno, Nino and I learned it. Everything else: 'You forget,' "he said, looking into my eyes. WantedHTMLXC "Otsukare deshita sama" I said, making the slope
"Nee, darling Do not get me, what happened to my invitation?"
My smile widened, but the truth , I was tired of it.
"I have a lot of work lately, did you see what time I'm dating? It is not easy for me, with school and work, Koharu-chan "
" But you promised me take me to dinner "
" And I will. When you have time, "I assured him. And hell, it would have to, if not, leave me alone.
"OK, then wait & amp; eacute; "
" Wait "I said, and I go, before I say more. I decided to go down the stairs, however, needed a walk. And did not want to bump into someone in the elevator. Reach
reception, where he was the person I wanted to talk.
"Ari-chan" I smiled, and lay my head on the counter.
"Do not do that," I scolded. I loved when I did that.
"Nee, do you have time today?" I asked, straightening up.
"I can not
" Why not, Whatis it this time? "
" My mom. I stay with her today, is sick "
" It's just a small dinner invitation. It's not like you plan to take you to another side, "explained innocently. He gave me a warning look and put my best face Good child.
"Now less"
"Ehh?, Not fair. I want to go to dinner with you, when I can? "
" When I'm not busy "
" you always "claim.
"Well, if that happens. I told you last week "
" I was veery orcoupage were tests, should consider "
" Well, now I must take care of my mom "
sighed frustrated.
"Why do you work so hard?"
suddenly asked me "Huh?"
"Why do you work so hard to leave me?"
"Because I want do "
" not true "
" Of course, if "
" What about the girls up there? "
" That?, That's nothing. There is serious "
" With me if "
& qUOT; If "
That was a big lie. But hey, I was trying. It was just that, and had spent 3 years, it was my last year of college, and I still was clinging to him. She did not want to be. I wanted to forget, and I needed this.
"anyone else, I can see it in your eyes," he said, pointing to the face with a folder full of leaves.
"not true"
"Enough of lying Ninomiya" replied angrily.
"Okay" I said, raising his hands in the air as a sign of performance. "I saw that you do not want to give me a chance, so I'm going. Are You Missingis "and I turned around, heading for the exit door. I heard a small 'Ja! " from you before I left, I ignored it. How are supposed to achieve my goal if the girls that really interested me not give me a chance? And
had failed, had not yet forgotten. Damn, 3 years and still in love with the same person. And I kept thinking about every minute of the day, and all my projects, everyone was always thinking about him. Always, my motivation was, 'If you see, would be proud' How pathetic. I walked down the street, decided toto take a fucking taxi to take me home, where I could go and just forget how horrible it was my life now. Where I could spend all night remembering all that had lived with him.
My phone rang. 'Aiba, enough' I thought, before removing it and realize that if it was Aiba.
"What happens now?"
"Fiesta!" Was his answer, and you could hear much noise from the other side.
"Where are you?"
"In my house, we celebrate that Shoch is only a few months to complete"
"Great"
"Come
" Nah, I'm tired "
" Please
"Aibachan ..."
"Come
always convinced me Why? Well, that was not. Was that if not paid attention, I knew it then do not leave me alone all night.
"Okay" I replied, excited to hear your voice and then hung up. It must now take the subway, the house was Aiba. But the road to the subway station was crowded, and that already passed the 10, but people here in Japan is a vampire and never sleeps. And to avoid the large congregation of Vampires, I took another route, from behind. Where'd like vampires, but not many.
walked calmly through the semi-dark streets, I do not care what might happen anyway, would be much easier to get things done well, that way no one could say that I had fled my responsibilities, my promises, or that I had just surrendered to an unrequited love.
The station was near, only a few bars of vampires.
Well, almost none was full. Probably because it was Thursday, were strong on Friday and Saturday, not that I know.
So can anything happen to me today either? Damn, look at mee! I am a puny guy can not defend himself, and bring with me ... well no, not so much money, but a knife in my stomach I would fall well now.
"I TOLD HIM ENOUGH!"
A bartender, poor, crazy customers should have today.
"Let go, damn it!" Yes, crazy and noisy customers. Perhaps, if we went in and started yelling, too, someone would hurt me. But that did not count as an accident, because I had gotten to argue, had gone where no one had called me. And it would be classified as: Run.
"STREET AND TELL THAT!"
"YOU SHUT UP, STUPID"
Rel. If that should be a great show there, maybe if you had to enter. Wait. That voice ... Knew ...
Well, I had never heard and never seen him drunk in my life, but ...
If you had seen suffering, and now he was.
I turned, my feet walk by themselves, as if a magnet attract them. My mind is telling them no, but these are not obeyed, I would not obeyed either. I looked through a small window in the corner of the room. My heart jumped as I saw it was him. I did not think it
volveríaa see again. 3 years agohad disappeared from my life and the lives of others. Damn it, someone would hurt if she left there. So my legs suddenly decided to enter. All looked at me, and the bar fell silent. The back was me, when he noticed the silence turned around, and her eyes widened in surprise.
"Nino ..." he muttered. I smiled. I was happy to see him again.
I approached him, and took one arm, I turned to look at the bartender.
"How much do you owe?" I asked, pulling out my wallet. The other just looked at me puzzled and said no Ohnoada. "If it takes you here now, nothing," replied the man. I smiled.
"Thank you" I took her arm and began to take him tightly, afraid to resist, but did not, continue walking without effort. "What about your car?" I asked, he just looked at me with crystal eyes, without saying anything. "Ohno-san, where is your car?, I need to take you home" Blinking several times, and pointed to the street in front, there was his car, parked in front of one of the few areas Vivaldi was in Japan.
nodded and went back to tomar his arm and turned to follow me, without resistance. "Keys?" I asked, when we arrived. He already had them in hand, I took them and opened the passenger door, and put it there, I went to the driver.
"Nino ..." murmured again, just when I started the car. "What?"
asked "What were you doing there?"
"just happened, my house was made"
"Why did you enter? "
" Because I heard screamsnd, I saw, and thought someone hurt or hurt someone there, "I explained. We were silent again. "Do you live where it?" I asked.
nodded. Continue driving. "Are you ... angry ...?" he asked, I frowned.
"No, why should I be?"
"For closed ... The study "
" You had your reasons Ohno-san, should not be angry. You do not have to think about my ... "
" You have not changed anything ... "he muttered. No entendt, so I said nothing.
"Always hiding what you mean ... You are never clear, nor yourself "
Okay, that had made me feel wrong somehow.
"I learned the best" I replied.
heard her laugh. "Maybe I should quit"
"Maybe," I nodded. "Okay, I will" not understand that, but ... he was drunk, what he said made no sense.
arrived at last home. Damn, should take, now a taxi to the house of Aiba. Thanks Ohno Satoshi. Decreased auto, and went to the entrance, but tripped and fell.
"Ohno-san" exclaimed worried and rushed to lift.
"Sorry," apologized. "I feel dizzy"
"That you get for drinking so much"
"You drive too fast"
"not true"
laughed again. Who was smiling today, that if we ignore the pain reflected in her eyes, was not stupid, I had realized that he was suffering from asshole.
"Let's go" I said, and opened the door, we spent together, his arm around myshoulders. I started to shed some light. And I took him to the couch. "Here you'll be fine, until you get off your drunk"
"I'm not drunk," said
"Yeah, right. Need some more before I go? "
" Are you going so soon? "I asked pouting. Demons.
"Yes, I have some things to do ..."
"3 years ago since we've seen, how about you just leave me here as well?"
"What ; want to do? "
" Sit down and talk to me "I dIJO, and points to the empty spot on the couch.
"I will not sit and talk to a drunk who did not even know what he is saying"
"I'm not drunk!"
I rolled my eyes.
"Solo ... I just want to chat ... I want to be with you today, Kazu "
My heart returned to take a leap, and a chill ran through my body.
Yeah right. I only needed when I was hurt when he suffered, I was fucking her to cry and nothing else. I could not see otherwise. Had had enough.
"I can not
" Please ... "
"No, enough!" I exclaimed.
I cried was apparently enough for the shut. I breathed deeply, trying to calm down, and headed for the door, did not try to stop me this time.
"Call if you need anything" I said, trying to smooth things over between him and me. This meeting had not gone very well, but, how could work if he was not in their senses?
I opened the door and left. Maybe I should have borrowed your car and would not have to pay a taxi to the house of Aiba.
My phone rang suddenly. Probably isand Aiba, wondering why I took so long.
"Hello?"
"Nino ..."
Ohno ", What the hell did he want? I sighed.
"What, What do you need?"
And without warning, I felt warm and beautiful hand took mine.
"May you stay" whispered in my ear. Had way to resist that?
'will suffer' whispered a voice inside my head. I knew but ... What did it matter? Damn, I loved him. And I did not care to do even the most stupid, pathetic humillante, just to be with him. If you need me now, the way that I wanted, I would be there. I nodded, and let me guide you in your home, again.
Both sat in the chair. And I watched his eyes, unfocused and thoughtful.
"Is something wrong?"
He shook his head and looked at me. "Just ... There ... something I want to do ... "he whispered.
"What?" I asked, and before he could react, he had his lips on mine, pressing insistently. And I was completely paralyzed, unable to think, act, and mufar less breathing, my head had begun to turn around, and I had to close my eyes to avoid passing out there, and when I did, my heart started beating faster, and again I feel I ran out of air.
What the hell is happening?
What should I do?
What should I do?!
Wait, was it stupid? Satoshi Ohno
was kissing me. Yes, Satoshi Ohno was kissing!
was a fool to ask me what to do.
share. For Ohno was my weakness, I had always been. And it was wonderful.
him, that kiss, his mamanner of kissing her lips, texture, taste ... Everything, everything was wonderful. I could not make or a phrase / coherent thought in my mind, which had been completely disconnected and only my body was capable of feeling, the thousand and one emotions that simple kiss was causing in me.
After a few moments the air was missing, and this time was seriously. But I atrevíaa break the kiss. What if I was the only one who would take my whole life with Ohno?
could not waste this opportunity. And then it broke. I opened my eyes and found myself staring at me with yours, Crystal, was drunk.
Si ... just kiss me drunk.
took my face in her beautiful hands, and came close to yours. I, as a person weak, reciprocated. No matter that I had not given an explanation that, not even a: Sorry, no plans to do so.
Apparently, the explanations would be given later.

And if that would be later, since the second I could get was that he was being led slowly to a place which could be none other than: Your room.
And indeed it was. And I was already on his bed, and kissed every part of my body, and I replied no, not saying absolutamente anything. Kazunari
Reacts!
A voice shouted in my head. I opened my eyes suddenly. Realizing
whole situation. And I had two choices.
The first: Push it, and end this madness now. Get out of there and go with Aiba and "enjoy" the party that may and it was over.
And the second: Stay, take this opportunity that fate had given me. May never be repeated. Ohno never again to kiss and touch me this way.
To be honest, I liked the second more. But even so ...

"Ohno ..." I whispered,trying to get your attention and distract him from biting my neck.
"Mmm ..." was all I had to respond.
"You know ... Who am I? "ask. Yes, that sounded stupid, but I had to make sure.
"Yes" whispered and continued his task.
"Who?" Only did so to be sure.
He again took my face in his hands and kissed me a minute. "Kazu," I replied, and I could not help but smile at that.
"What will happen now?" I asked innocently. Rio
"What you want to quand happen ... "turned to whisper, and had already started to unbutton my shirt, slipped one of his hands inside, stroking my chest.
breath, trying to stifle a groan, but that did not stop my skin bristles with his touch, and keep it complacent smile.
"Are you sure?"
"Your what are you?" That was a question ... Offensive.
"Yeah ..." I responded.
"Then move"
And before I could say anything, not like I planned to do it anyway, my shirt was already in the ground, and we both kissed passionately, running the bodyl other with desire and despair.

I did not know how many times I almost fainted die that night. Not only because it was my first time, but because it was with Ohno. And he was so amazing. The way he handled my body, how each of their friction made me go crazy, the way her tongue was playing everywhere on me. All along, he did the most wonderful thing in the world. I do not even bother to say anything, to say nothing. He could not, just closed my eyes and I let me do whatever I wanted.
And if he did. 3 rounds, and almost straight. My God, this man if he was in need of sex.
And I could not complain. I felt like asleep every time I played. It was something fantastic, do not want it to end ever. Regardless
if only for tonight. It had been terrific, and it was something that remained in my memory forever.

We parted. My lips were completely wet and red, she knew. But I did not care, wanted to keep kissing.
"Ohchan" I whispered in your ear. It was 5am and I had not the slightest bit of strength to get up, or will. I just wanted to stay here forever.
"I'm tired," he said before giving a big yawn, and snuggle with me. Hiding his head between myneck. I pat her back and her hair gently.
smiled. How could I not tired? Please, if he was tired, I had no idea how I was.
"You're amazing Kazu" and his hot breath hit my neck, bristling over my skin. I let out a giggle
.
"And you, you really have 35 years?"
river also. He spent his arms around my waist, sticking more, if possible, to your body. And I closed my eyes ... Hundiedome in a happy dream.
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them to like? Haha XD we'll see if LJ
let me upload it XD and it is only the firstXD uu part
Thanks for being so patient minna: D \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3! Janeshituu: D

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Colds More Condition_symptoms

Author : [info] factionb
Title: Bleed it out
Fandom: Pairing
Glee : Kurt / Karofsky, mainly, and others.
Rating: NC-17 for language and future situations. Warnings
: hmm ... slash? Strong language, violence, sex between minors. SPOILERS 2 Season. I day, so even the 2x10 will follow the canon, and from there decide to stick with a AU or take into account what happens from February.
Summary: He had control of the situation, and tried to keep it daily, at any cost. But from the moment he saw him, knew that his simple presence was the greatest threat they faced.

(And see the bright tone, anticipation, doubt, the fact that raging bitch)

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Tb More Condition_symptoms glee_espanol @ 2011-01-29T15:43:00

Title: 2 Blaine sang songs and one not.
Fandom: Glee.
Couples / Characters: Blaine / Kurt, mention of Puck.
Summary: As the title says, are two songs I ever sang Blaine and one of them and not in any way Kurt was always involved. Rosalita (Come Out Tonight) Bruce Springsteen, Free As A Bird by The Beatles and Patrol Shut Your Eyes deSnow Klaine using the search.
"Bruce would approve, because sometimes it's okay to want to die a little crazy in a way someone"
----> # cutid1 nowhere1girl.livejournal.com/14686.html : I know you want to pursuereading:)

Friday, January 28, 2011

Walk In Pediatric Toronto ~ AyarashiTraductions ~ [Lotus] - Storm

Yay! I'm half back! But even I have homework and 0 inspiration. Minna really, if I were you, since I opened burned! Haha XD
Please do not even n__n

But Today! I bring a lyric! That's right, because Arashi songs and began to draw back (: And Aibis put their full LOTUS Remix Rekomen... Or whatever n_n / / So I decided to translate it: D Here's
^ / / ^ After some time, new songs. And from my point of view, a great, great, and veery beautiful song \u0026lt;3 Like all of Arashi: 3 No more
THE SONG!
Credits to [info] yarukizero por sus en Lyrics Romaji & Kanji (:
Lotus - Arashi Lyrics
{en Español} Romaji y traduccion to

Romaji

We will shirarete wa shiranai ikenai
am hitomi no oku namida wo kakushiteru

Jikan wo Yume no you ni Kanashimi wo tomete
under nemuraseta mama

Yomigaeru Kioku wa Ima demo Kizu darake Garasu no you de
Kizami komareteru Asu wo shinjiteru

Negai wo ima kono you ni Shinjitsu wo shiranai motomete
We will Story hajimaru

Kimi ga iru kara Mayou koto wa nai
Sono hi wa Namida nagasanai

made Mada osoreru minute in Mirai wo koto wa Me no mae
been of aru Sekai wo shinjiru big part of Te

Nakushita shita mono mono Subete
nigiri imi ga aru kara to

Bokura wa kanashimi nikumetemo Yorokobi of michibikareteru
ikiteiru Ima wo Kimi to aruiteru

Wasurenai itsudemo Bokura de coco by Daremo shirani Iru
Story wa Subete wo tsudzuku

kakete Mamoru mono ga aru sono omoi wo
Tashikana Tsuranuite Mirai
you you've just
you kakimazeru
of Taiyou ga sora e
nobori hajimeta
Story hajimaru
Kimi ga Iru Kara
Mayou koto wa Nagai yoru wo been

koeyou
Negai wo ima kono you no Shinjitsu wo Daremo shiranai Motometer
Story hajimaru

Kimi ga iru kara wa Mayou koto wa nai Namida
nagasanai Sono hi made

English

Nobody knows or should
know those tears hidden in your eyes.

Like a dream, stop time I let the sadness
gently

continue sleeping even now the memories are like a glass star
scarred, thinking about tomorrow.

Now, in this hand I hold my hopes, seeking truth
A story that nobody knows is starting

I lose, because you're here
not cry until that day * I suppose that relates the day when you go n_n *

am not afraid of a future that I have not
seen just think the world is in front of my eyes

things I have in my hands The things I've lost
If you cling to something, it has a meaning

Although we are surrounded by sadness, we find The road to happiness
Living in this walk with you

Never forget Here we
A story that nobody knows will continue
CHTBetting MLXC all, there are things we want to protect
Passing Through these feelings

As past and future mixed
The sun will ascend into heaven

A story is beginning

I lose, because you're here will get through these long nights


Now, in this hand I hold my hopes, seeking truth
A story that nobody knows is beginning

I lose, because you're here
not cry until that day .


Arashi Beautiful song as always ne? (:
Since I decided to continue to Ficosa others too: D so wait My updateSpecial One very soon ^ / / ^ ~

Jane

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Wooden River Power Boat In Australia ¡¡Y !!... I'M BACK WITH WALLPAPERS!





These are some of the wallpapers I've done .... are not made by a professional ... so it's not a big deal ... but I really liked how they look .... and knowing that I did makes me want more ... I just wanted to share .... i hope you enjoy .... Some of them have lyrics that have inspired me .... around the time I leave one in some of them to capture the image much more .....








These and MORE! Journal
in my ....... Follow the Link

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glpattijackson.livejournal.com/3733.html # cutid1

Monday, January 24, 2011

Acronis Installation Was Interrupted Congratulations to your birthday! Sakurai Sho! ! ! ! !

YES! not so late n_n '
お 誕生 日 お め で と 翔 くん!
Yay! far not made me so so late, are 7:26 am in Japan ^ ^ A January 25!
know what that means? {And I saw the title xD}

SHO BIRTHDAY!

Yay! This hombrezaso! \u0026lt;- - You want that? This meeting today at the Japan Ma and Day, ana here in Mexico and throughout Latin America: 29A, OS!
Do not even notice it if you want my opinion n__n 'Ah do not want it? Well ... XDDD
Nowyes, words of thanks and all I say down XD blablableo

SHO-KUN! aaaaaah! xD They want to say?
XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I hope your day today, passes you the best! With people who most want (:
Onegai! Do not give so much work on your birthday! And let him say, for once! Who has spare time!
XD Sho, and you only need 1 year ! to do muuch coshiitaas ( not ask me, ask to Ohno that is what has 30 years! XD )
Sho-san xD Thanks For everything you do, for your hard work, individual and Arashi \u0026lt;3 muuuuuuuchas muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchas Many thanks for writing these raps all: sfjhdsgajdjfhdgsjhakfas! Haha XD I can never sing, but never mind! XD Because I love your words of wisdom and encouragement ~ {
and perverted tmmb xD} I wish you well in your day, and all the days of your life. Here will be Aidaba-chan/Aida/Ayarashi
~ xD For most fans support you and also muuch * * XDD
cooffcooffPAAWcooffcooff ASTR SHO \u0026lt;3 {pick out the code! XDD
} {And we look forward to my DVD Scene xD} Karuto Kamisama no! And see you doctor and act in curls! Hahahahaha XDD
Now if, after that ~ ~ my humble and small, or purezento for sho! ^ 33 ^

A picture! : D {I hope you notice the & quot; Otanjoubi Omedeto "written on Japo up there xD If not ... Ignore it! Hahaha XDD}
OTANJOUBI OMEDETO SHO-KUN!
* YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! *
And as usual here in Ayarashi @ LJ! give goodies! {I started to do this with Ohno n_n '} XD
ARE FREE GIFTS! XD NOOOO! haha xDDDD {catch the sarcasm?}
XDD So we asked ShoSakurai-sama * kneels * XD That's what gift you want?! Nanananana ~

not leave me like you'll Chifladito >.>'' XD another thing 33'XDD
hahaha (sorry everyone!)
The first thing you give is:
akb? HHS !!!??? WE LIKE THAT IN OUR STORE !!!!?? * Runs *
Good bato.. Sho you want it?
Ok, Ok, Gomen Nasai find something else XDD ~ ~ ~ * goes to the box of gifts
XDDD * * 20 min. then ~ ~ ~ *
How about some ice cream? While still looking?
Ice Cream! * Hum! * XDD
sih Oh! A sho like it! ^ ^ * Still looking * I have your gift
SHO! Right here ~ ~ ~
A. . . Panda?
XD Ok, ok, and will continue to seek understanding uu XDDD hahaha ~

Sho Mitte, Mitte ~ ~ ~ ~:




skjfhskjfhsjdfhasdgkjgfiuAGFHYDSGAFHDGFAGSFHGDZXVHGXJVZX! SO with that picture! xD
and your opinion, Sho is:
has hahaha! XD And then?

sih Oh! oh sih! oh sih!
XDDD YAY! IS YOUR BIRTHDAY, OS!! * ~ * Dance lai lai
YAY! YAY! YAY! AND THE PUBLIC blown away! KJDSSHUGFSDFKGASKHF!!
xD OH YEAH! SEE A JUN! XDDD
and then Junbo Rollz! by birthday, you Sho! : D
~~~
and dancing ridiculously Sakuraiba
XDD XDDD hahahaha xDDD
Aiba YAY!
And all your gifts were from the fans ... Etto ... they give you in return? XD
PUREZENTO OF SHO:
xDDD I BE BAD sfjdshadghagahkaj HAHAHAHAHA! XD Arigatou
SHO \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3!

Again: OTANJOUBI OMEDETO gozaimasu!: D \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3 \u0026lt;3


Janeshitu hahaha ~ XD No, I think it will bring more things for the birthday Sho, but that would be ma, ana ^ ^
None image / gif is mine ~ just the edited ^ ^ Gomen
oh and if someone or nuu insult is to put it in AKB48, or if anyone would fall so badly that not even want to see them XD ^ ^ / / Gomen , I do not fall bn do not like his music or anything, and I have every right to say ne? ~ I'm not sure that Sho upset your stomach, just something that I wanted to make, so that there is no discussion why Onegai!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Herpes 2 More Condition_symptoms Chapter 11: Battle ... Do not go, please ...

Tittle: Brothers

Characters / Pairs: Finn / Kurt /???? ....
Type: This is a new fic
Rating: It is for adults.
Author Note: This is a new fic, I know that I am indebted to the former, but little by little I will continue posting .. I hope you enjoy it and as always is in your hands if you want me to continue ... "I'm not a total waste!, At least serve as a bad example." ;
Lesluthiers

Pd. I hope he is more organized

Chapter 10: Justice League: Super brother to the rescue ...

Chapter 11: Battle ... Do not go for & hellip ;

walked down the long hallway of the school, started thinking that sometimes battles, we know perfectly safe to lose ... I walked to the door while I decíaa myself, it was the correct and that never in my life had been so convinced of this action.

The murmur, teachers dictating the last school day, echoed those empty halls, while my convers, made a rattling noise against the polished floor of the school ...

words , simple words that are useless if deep down there is no action, action that allows for a brief moment, create a free territory and no pressure, we can all be who we are ...

sighed as I approached the front door of the school and I repeated over and over again the same phrase, sometimes startsbattles that we know perfectly well that we will lose, unaware that use weapons or turn to, but nevertheless, we want this fight will not be forgotten, that inspire others to believe and think that everything can change, and even if we can improve casualties and losses, are justified to a greater end, because being a superhero is not used outside the pants or dress, this is done and while the world tells you that what you believe is wrong, it is not possible or can not do this, but you convince yourself that this is what you should have done from the beginning, being a coward, not just hide if your attitude does not agree with everything that does not seem . The

&; Desktop search; last step, I approached the door, where all my friends were waiting Glee Club, Mercedes hill my stride and I look into your eyes.

- Are you sure you want to do this - I wonder and I took a step further, take your arm and then take Rachel's arm.

"Sure," answered firmly. One by one my friends were taken from their arms, so we made a human chain that blocked the entrance to the school, are time, if you want to go, "I said.

"We're with you, brother," answered Puck, after he saw the face to all my friends and security in her eyes was noted.

the campaign areor indicating that the classes and the day had ended, so it was time.

"This is for you Kurt, I muttered and pressed harder Rachel's arms and Mercedes, where as if they were soldiers, the guys coming out of the classroom and walked in a stampede towards the door school.

One by one the students crowded in front of us with the worst side of this world.

"Take off the half-scream guy.

"No answer.

"I want to go home, stay away, a girl cry.

-No- I said, sign

"If not removed Dave beat them cry !!!!- Karofsky from the bottom.

"Then do it," I said, releasing the arms of my two friends and taking a step forward. The boy pushed every student on his way and stood in front of me, swallow thick and my body was full of pure and strong fear, yet not lift my face and closed my eyes, so I could see how slowly the boy's fist dirigíaa my face ....

This was what I meant when I knew better than to win this battle and that would be low, butcertainly are confused, because let me explain how I came to this situation, in which he offered Dave Karofsky my face on a silver platter and it must go back a few hours and put me in a certain shop costume in the commercial center of Lima Ohio and to be more specific, the moment they talked ... Sam and Puck.

"Look, I can be many things but I'm not lying, we tell you, is more I must say that we know the true identity secret Kurt kisser ... Listen

these cold words, if there is: , Dave? Then who?, Questions were grouped in my headI felt again the rage, which was supposed to monitor therapy ... We Finn count to ten, count to ten .. One ... two ... three .... Four five six ... no matter I know, I thought out of my hiding place and get ready to face the truth, when my phone vibrated, I wanted to ignore it, but vibrated so much and so strong that answer.

- What happened? - Ask, after activating the green and cute little button of a girl's voice was heard.

-Finn, I am, Quinn, I think Kurt will talk to Karofsky have to come and "I screamed the girl.

Kurt -only to entertain,go there, answer and then hung up. Then had to leave the conversation with Sam and Puck, as my brother talk to Karofsky dirigíaa to top it all just "Hey," I said and no one paid attention, they were concentrated in select costumes - Boys, "I raised my voice a little !!!!!!- yell" I'm naked and turn half the shop there to see me and a lady almost fainted by the simple expression "Sorry, we have a code red.

- Code Red? - Asked Puck, who had parts of his suit in his hand.

"If Kurt is talking cKarofsky so move on their behinds, "I said and everyone looked at their faces and started running toward the cash to pay their costumes ...

We ran into my brother's car without permission to take this mission ; ny as we enter in, to begin to change clothes.

I do not want to see me! - Rachel cry.

"Do not think of much I miss Puck muttered, looking into the packets just bought" Whose are the meshes of Spiderman? - Cry.

-are mine, "said Artie

-; Spiderman? - Tina asked

"If I feel the red-Artie replied, taking off his shirt.

"There's something black-cry Sam

" That's mine! - Tina replied, taking a piece of black fabric that looked like a kind of layer and place ndosela

-The Wonder Woman costume is mine! - Rachel cry and throw it Puck

- Mercedes here is yellow wig, girls super power, "said Puck ... So one by one, trying to not see more than allowed my tomigos you were putting on their costumes, to be ready when we got to school ...

I felt great, while passing through the main school entrance, dressed as a super brother while the Justice League I was ...

The boys were watching us missed a couple of drowned with her iced coffee or, more of a laugh and gossip were those who accompanied us until we reached the living room where Quinn was waiting for us at the door, taking a drink that I drop to the ground mere impression

- Qu & eacutee; us - ask the girl almost in shock.

"Well I'm super brother showing SH answer in my heart" She is Santana-point to the girl's Catwoman-santana meowed a bit - Here is Spider-Man a-point to Artie "There is the wonder woman and ... Rainbow dash, but only the tail, because nobody wanted to be the horse's head points to Rachel and Britt, who smiled and waved, Mike is Harry Potter, Tina is at her side, is Lady Vampira, although we think it looked good, "he murmured Lord Voldemort who is dressed as buzz light year is Sam, the boy stood in a heroic-Mercedes is bubble ... the Powerpuff Girls and Puck do not know that is disguised Puck was semi-naked, that is, only in underwear and well, convers shoes.

"Hey we're all being ridiculous," said the Mohican's "Believe me when I say, to be in shorts is better than being dressed like you.

"And that these disguised you? - Santana

wonder

" I'm Sue Silvester, "replied the girl.

"It seems Madonna Tina clarified.

"I'm not Madonna, Madonna would not use the girls sports suit-engagesaron on a discussion when we heard that Kurt was shouting, without hesitation, entered the room to see what Kurt Karofsky was cornered against one of the desks, while my little brother away fighting for from his lips.

"Now if I kill you-cry away from everyone, but to my surprise, almost bare ass naked Puckerman Noah was alienating Karofsky of Kurt, to stamp it on a wall ..

-perverted-away from him the cry of Puck, unlock even the most sane and the scream of a hit single was a sound of fingers.

Puck struck with full force Dasee, it started throwing punch all that was near and at any moment, Puck fell, bleeding from the lip and one eye. The blood of the Mohicans clean with his hand and returned to the fray, only to receive another blow, which knocked him down. Puck was willing to stand up when Kurt desperate voice, captured our attention.

"Enough !!!!!-

" You're a fucking pervert-cry Puck from the ground.

"I'm not, you idiot! - Dave replied, wiping a little blood from his mouth, Kurt asked me to kiss him.

-lie! - Puck cry, while I toencircled the boy and helped him off the floor.

-do-Karofsky not run my hand on his head, a clear sign that he was nervous, discuss them, "Why me my butterfly besaríaa Hummel? .- All silent and we look, no one dared to speak, but Rachel had to break the silence

-Why are you gay "whisper" Because it would be the only way you kiss, to Kurt, regardless of the asked you or not - Karofsky began breathing very quickly as it began to slip down the wall. Rachel started to walk towards the guy who came acrossto be suffering a kind of crisis-Dave there is nothing wrong with you. Kurt you like Dave is not wrong, hiding her face in her hands, while Rachel was kneeling in front of him why it hurt, because he likes you ... - Judgement chestnut.

"I'm not gay," I mutter Karofsky "I'm not like you! - Cried the boy without lifting his face

" But we will try to explain ..- Rachel, when Dave, from one moment to another, showed their worst eye and a horrible expression on his face, now visible.

"I'm not gay! - Cry harder" And this is your fault! - Kurt and I draw a twothree, the boy had got up and ran into Kurt-I'll kill you !!!.- As it were in slow motion, ran to Kurt for protection. Karofsky

raised his full force puñoy connect a precise blow to my stomach, leaving no air and making me fall on their knees, but get me out of the game was not enough torque Karofsky, who continued his Kurt march ...

"Do not cry will hurt Kurt-Mercedes getting in his way" I think very strong, to frighten people, but I bet you dare not put a finger on , whitey-Karofsky raised his hand and pensamos really golpearíaa Mercedes, who saw it fixed, but the boy could not do so simply closed its puñoy are turning to hit a nearby wall ...

Hummel -Explain! ! - cry Karofsky - At least tell the truth, "asked the giant ... Kurt was breathing very fast and was more pale than usual. My brother took a deep breath as if to gather strength ....

Karofsky said "What is true, I asked him to kiss me-confessed Kurt and I thought I had to eat too much sugar or something.

- What do you do? - Cry all at the same time, while Puck closed fists, as if it contained a great rage.

-Finn, told me he was my secret kisser and had to find out, I had to know if it was true and a good deal of time Dave Kurt said, in a way too quiet . At that time he felt like he was breathing, did not know if it was hit or what had happened, he agreed, but to feel his lips on mine, I realized that I could not to be him, he was lying and wanted to get away, but he would not let me go and that was when you walked .- If hizor silence all were cold, with what Kurt had said, well all but Karofsky, who had removed his hand from the wall and walked to my brother while trying to protect Mercedes Kurt.

- Was it so? - Ask Dave, who looked hurt, "Everything was to see if I was the fool kiss you dance?, Ie that what you said that this is your first and only kiss is a lie and I guess that too is a lie that you'll go to school, "Dave ducked his head, while Kurt ducked his head. Karofsky raised his finger and pointed to Kurt ... This does not stay well Hummel, escr & amp; iacute; belo blood does not stay well! - Dave ran out of Salony we were all in shock trying to understand how this happened .... I could not believe my brother was a liar, a manipulator, I could not believe he had convinced Dave Karofsky the biggest homophobic Lima Ohio to kiss him, did not believe nothing ...

-Kurt ... - said in a voice between cut-What are you talking about? "Kurt ducked his head and began to talk

-For me to go to school," My brother surcharge on the desktop is m & aacute; s near-Did you talk to Karofsky suicide bomber was an act ..

- Cami that? - Wonder Puck.

-Suicide Noah replied Artie ...

"So tomorrow is the last day you will study in this school," said my brother and I could not believe what I was hearing, but thought it was the worst, it was not even lukewarm, because nobody seemed to notice that surprised by the news that my brother had to give. I stood up and walk to Kurt.

- You can not do this to us, the club needs you, I need you d leIJE.

"No Finn, the club does not need me in fact they already knew about my decision," said Kurt and I started to shake.

"All I knew less ..- gossip.

-Finn, considered it the best, you are in therapy and things have not been easy and ... - Rachel was justified

"And so they decided to lie! - Taking my hand cry my head ... You know what, I'm sick that I have compassion, believe me so stupid as not to know or find out about things, "Shout disappointed everyone and especiallyKurt.

-Finn, feared that react badly - replied Mercedes.

- React? How did they know how to react?, Maybe I could understand, maybe I could accept it, but you preferred to think anything of me ... - I sighed and removed his mask, but my opinion n is no longer important, is the least ... - muttered ... Giving back to the whole world and that my own brother incluíaa.

For the empty halls of the school walk wearing a bright green dress fucking with my underwear outside and lowmoral trampled. Kurt did not want to see, so I walked home, with that silly suit, while several people were looking at me weird ... When I finally reached my home, my parents were scared and Kurt was on his side .

-Finn cried my mother, getting up off the couch and ran toward me to hug me "Where were you?

-answer -Walking like a zombie "I muttered to my room, away from my mother and avoided talking with anyone ...

as I could I take a shower and I took off that silly costume Lanz & aacut superheroe; foward to the trash, it no longer made sense because it was pointless to fight for something, I could not change and try to keep this silly and stupid idea of being a good brother to Kurt ... .

Super Brother The issue had been a complete disaster, he thought as he threw my ball in the air, lying on my bed, so disastrous was now Kurt would, of school and all my efforts had gone down the drain ... Listen to knock the door of my room.

- I can go? - Ask Kurt

"Of course, thedoor is open "I said reluctantly.

"I think we should talk," said my brother coming into my room. I limit myself to remain silent and to climb up in my bed, to give back, "I brought a chocolate muffin, you are your favorite" I turn my head I saw a bit over my shoulder, the small, succulent sweet and perfect in the hands of my brother, it was tempting but not enough to cancel my rage .- I understand ... - said he saw my attitude, I'll let it on your desk and when you feel better, maybe we can talk he added.

"We should talk before you tookthis decisióny that will communicate to everyone except me, "she said, sitting on my bed and crossing her hands on my chest.

-Finn, this is not something to be discussed with you, "he said while not losing patience .- In fact not discussed it with anyone else, is my decisióny who told him before ; to members of the club was a mistake, but your position is childish ...

"My position is not clear you should have children and discuss it with me. Kurt, we are brothers and because I am one of those affected-answer making a sort of stewed-Yo .. I love you and I have tried toall this to work, but you, just you take her wrong with you, you decide to run ... I have spent badly and it does not mean that I left my friends and the things I have

-Oh, I understand, "I murmur é , l-Do you think this is Karofsky?, do you think it is for his attacks on me? - my brother said, raising his voice.

"Yes, and because you're afraid to fight and battle-cry, while Kurt, I had her back and walked towards the door, to get away from this discussion, but I would not allow that, I was tired your attitude, so the anger accumulated in my chest and shout "You're a coward Kurt stopped !!!!-dry and touch his chest, then turned to me showing a tear running down his cheek.

Finn "Tell me something noble Hudson, How long have you fighting for my cause? - Wonder.

"I do not know," as my brother approached me.

"I have all my life. Sixteen years with pain and stressing pronounce each letter of the words "not understanding at first, nothing happened, confused, asked for a doll for Christmas and ended sad because there were remote control car. Lost, because when all my supposed friends,were dying to star in a movie, I die for the boy who stole a kiss. Humiliated, when he first called me gay and in its most compact, gay. Sad because in the eyes of my father could feel his disappointment, because I am, but never dared to tell me. Distraught, they could spend hours in the studio or at home with my father and have no topic of conversation ... Depressed, because I noticed that guys knew, never, JAMA s, his life would be set at me ... I speak of cowardice - my brother is coming closer and mass m í, until we were face to face, because let me tell you that Lima is a small town in the vast geography of this country, which boasts of being faithful to their principles and morals and be only boy who has admitted to being what it is, I've made this little Frankenstein place ... taunts, beatings, abuse, in which you participated yourself and the same people who say they are my friends, witnessed quiet .... I talk to fight, to fight, because I'm tired Finn, I'm tired of fighting for the legitimate right to have a little happiness in the world in which what is not known if it is extrañoy must be annihilated & hellip , I got tired of noticing, to fall in lovePeople do not ever accept me, I'm tired of fighting with the world, I'm tired of being the bag of Karofsky and assimilation, I got tired of that broke my corazóny destroyed it, I got tired of trying to change the world I decided to go to the only place where I can have a little respect and freedom, even if it means running away from the club and you .- my brother's words echoed in my mind and above all in my heart. He was right, my pain and my struggle could not compare with the quiet he had done, but still believed that escape was not the answer and that was safer. My brother is still cryingturn to walk to my room, ending the conversation, but for me it was not finished. I got out of my bed and take his hand, causing it to stop.

"You have to go, there is a small glimmer of hope ... I will protect all of the club will do and if they do not want I will do it, I promise," he muttered and he sighed

"It's not that Finn, you can not spend all his time there, can not be my bodyguards all the time and there will come a time when I will be alone, so darkness is so great that will make this light no longer exists hope .-He turned to me and took my hands "You're a good brother Finn, but do not take this decisióny cambiare sediment .- My brother a kiss on my forehead, while one of his tears fell on my cheek Tomorrow I'm going to empty my locker and then I let a couple of things, can I help - ask me and I just nodded. Kurt smiled and wiped her tears pain-brother .- Good night my brother left my habitacióny I take my hands to my face, then walk to my bed and take a pillow, hit it with all my strength and for the first time after my father died, I cried ...

The main principle, it was all too confusing, suddenly had a father and a brother who was gay .. I thought the world would laugh at me and in fact occurred. Acostumbraríao I never thought I would never accept, but the truth is it was almost impossible not to, because Kurt is Kurt, always has a way to make your corazóny also trample her style ...

"I wanted to protect it," he murmured, while burying my head on the pillow, while I could not stop mourn. Try, with violence, with costumes, magic and wanted to flee, but nothing, absolutely nothing worked ... Why? Why qu & eacute, life in more ways than one can be cruel?, then I was fine, did not need anything else, wanted nothing more, but finally gave me a brother, wanting to finish worrying demásy even without meaning .- There are things I can not change-gasp my pillow "Okay I got it, but now what should I do? - I asked nothing, as if he was confused by now was twice ... The tears did not stop out of my eyes and increasingly distressed when I began to feel that playing background as if it was overheating in my brain, I disconnected, going over and over again the conversation room & iacute; to Kurt sustained, fast asleep, entering a strange dream ...

I was happy, as he walked toward the entrance of the school and when I stepped in, change my clothes, completely, using Kurt's favorite clothes .. That is very expensive white pants and a shirt rare designer ... My you became thinner, though still a giant .... Kurt I had become in spirit but my body ... Finn

walked through the halls in fear and waiting for some moron to come to hit, to throw trashor a slush.

I clung tightly to my backpack designer, trying to cover my body in the world with this small object, when out of nowhere came Karofsky, pushing with all his strength into one of the boxes school. My hands were cushioned my blow and marked on the metal and paint of that box. My body slid to the ground, where I picked up my legs and my arms embrace, while the other students in the school passed in front of me ignoring me, completely, as if I did not exist.

wanted to defend myself, I wanted to get value, poker & iacutee; to do everything that my father and now my brother had told me but could not, my fear was greater, so much so that I dominated and the worst was about to happen, because the guy I liked, which I never dared to say his name, passed in front of me and so just ignored me ... My heart broke into pieces, I felt sad and devastated, still taking my last strength I get off the ground, walking toward my locker, only to be intercepted by a glass filled with crushed ice, which froze my eyes and brain .... I hate more ...

went to the bathroom clean, but the truth termine crying like a baby after looking in the mirror and wonder, again, what was wrong with me? Why the world hates me, if the order is after my life, so I decided to do? ...

My pain, hide it in a kilo of creams and pride and raising my face came out of that bathroom, it could be dying inside, but the world could not know, could not see me weak, could not falter and above all, should concentrate on being the best, perfect, because that is my only ticket out of this place ...

Hour after hour, I felt closeddo, harassed, fearful and anxious, just feeling calm, in that classroom, where he could sing, but this was not enough, because until there came the pain, as Mr. Schue again I command you to sing again with the kids, not to mention that last week, none of the kids, volunteered to sing with me ...

struggled, resisted, tried to tell the world that by mistake God, fate, life, man was born, but my soul and everything in my wife calls me ... that being gay does not mean it's not a human being and I can swear that in more a sense I am more normal than many heterosexualals, who boast of their status ...

pain, contempt, were countered only by an unwavering friendship with Mercedes, the love of my father and now my mother and a brother-deficient neurons but with an excess of good heart ... I only wish that the day ends .... Home

, my only safe place, the only place I wanted to return after a day full of Karofsky, full of homophobic, full of people, who do not understand me ...

ascend unto my habitacióny I do my homework, I concentrate, I strive, to follow, to smile í r, when I really want to mourn and to top it off my brother, invents a thousand and one things, supposedly to defend itself ... it does not lack creativity ...

Slowly the light around me, I did not falter, was succumbing to the drops of thick and dense darkness, falling crecíay expanded the contaminated .. Karofsky were called, Sue Silvester, Puck, Sam ... world ... one to one and take fell ú unique way that I knew would cause harm ... I leave, I walk away ... I must be free ...

Although he was afraid of the future, I was terrified of both cike the past is known and if all else failed, at least he could return to what I knew ...

Fight, fight, and the faint hope of victory, became extinct and it was time to leave everything went black ... & hellip ;

-God! - yell soaked in sweat and drooling ... He was the worst sleep of my life ... "Epiphany," he murmured, recalling Simpson's movie in which a woman of great Bubi, drove to Homer, in his journey of transformation ... In this case, I do not end up walking in the snow or being guided on the way to Springfield, in the shadow ofs Bubi of this woman ...

Finally he understood, was not panties out of a very old technique of defense, it was understood, was to do something else to tell Kurt to do, completely unaware of what was happening.

saw my Mickey Mouse watch, his hands marked the two forty-five, I knew it was too late, I knew I would hate, but also knew it was time to grow and make things right ...

Remove my cell and wrote a message that called the entire Glee Club, aesa time ... So shouting and some bad word all answered my message ..

"At dawn in school" .. Wrote ...

had been my strangest idea yet correct and although I knew I could have consequences, I decided to confront it without fear ...

Vei a closed fist as Karofsky Dave went directly to my face when I heard.

-Dave Karofsky not you dare! - Cry Mr. Schurr, who came to the place accompanied by the will & ntilde; orita Director Silvester and Figgins. Karofsky had no choice but to lower her back while teachers puñoy approached us ...

- What is happening here Figgins ?!!!- shouted the director.

-protest-answers-

- What do you do? - Ask Mr. Schue.

-protest, so we consider fair, "said Rachel.

And why do they do it, due to poor cafeteria food ... obviously have not taken thecoffee in the staff room, "said Miss Silvester wryly.

"No," replied Mercedes-protest for him, "he added pointing to the brunette Karofsky" And each of you ...

"There

God! - Let the director-Figgins Okay, I want to be removed from the door at this moment and will not be as severe in punishment.

"No," answered all at once.

"A week in detention, shouting Figgins, leading to despair.

"No," said ...

-Serathree weeks !!!!- cry harder a director.

"No! - Said loudly.

"Why do not you breathe them out," Miss Silvester.

-can do whatever you want, we will not move from here until we hear .- Puck said, showing his face all bruised.

Figgins, Silvester and Schue, met to consult and you could hear clearly that if they did would set a precedent, but if they did not leave there.

"Okay, what don say? - ask the subject and I went to Miss Silvester, depriving you of your hands high, lit it, a horrible sound is heard while I was reviewing what he had to say ...

"Hello, hello, while thousands of Rot and go to hell, I heard, I'm Finn Hudson-

-Tonto !!!!- someone scream from the bottom

-Ca llat fool, cry ..- Puck Finn continued

"I am the brother of Kurt Hummel," I and everyone started booing and shouting homo toilet, yet try not to flinch and terminalsNAR said I had to say, "And I'm proud of it. Today I am here with my friends, for my brother, decided to leave this school, I paused

- Why do not you go with him? - Call someone while the crowded corridor filled with laughter.

"Maybe I should" answer, not forgetting what to say "He is braver than me and you all together, because all his life to fighting for what é he wants to be and is entitled to be ... But we have decided to say he's bad, because it's just different and maybe it is, eat strange things and dressespeculiar, but let's face it who does not have any rarity?, are tall, short, fat and thin, intelligent and good there are people like me all threw a nervous laugh. I bend my head and height allowed me to see a small star, beginning to mourn, but still, those differences is what makes the world interesting, "I smiled, and then turn my attention to my brother, Kurt I can not stop you go, but I can offer something and is the firm promise that you will build a space where you do not feel scared, sad or lonely, while I am here someone will will listen and put their pants on the outside, Kurt river, whiletears from her eyes out while I'm here, you will be as you wish and have the freedom to choose your way .- Kurt smiled and started pushing people and finally stopped in front of my ...

-Tu ... - I try to say something but I later

"I'm just ... - I wanted to tell me when I heard Kurt, hugged me to say I really choking ..." Not so strong, "mutter & hellip ;

After all this time I understood what was to be a brother, but before my eyes, was a new challenge, "C & orcute; mo protect and fulfill my promise to my sweet brother pequeñoy away from this school?, not to mention that now had to face and continue this protest ....

Hi all apologies for the delay ... I'm ashamed, but I hope you forgive me ...

Thanks for your comments ... Javoss18 (it's great that you like my crazy) and my beloved Laty ...

Thank you all for taking part of their time to read me and comment .. I am eternally grateful

They want, value and respect

Chris

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

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Monday, January 17, 2011

Yellow Fever More Condition_symptoms GOLDEN GLOBES 2011

GOLDEN GLOBES 2011

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Glee Congratulations!, One of the big winners of the night.

Best Television Series - Comedy or Musical
30 Rock (NBC)
The Big Bang Theory (CBS)
The Big C (Showtime)
Glee (FOX)
Modern Family ( ABC)
Nurse Jackie (Showtime)

Best Supporting Actress for a Television Series
Hope Davis - The Special Relationship
Jane Lynch - Glee (FOX)
Kelly MacDonald - Boardwalk Empire (HBO)
Julia Stiles - Dexter (SHOWTIME)
Sofia Vergara - Modern Family (ABC)

Best Supporting Actor for a Television Series
Scott Caan - Hawaii Five-O
Chris Colfer - Glee (FOX)
Chris North - The Good Wife (CBS)
Eric Stonestreet - Modern Family (ABC)
David Strathairn - Temple Grandin (HBO)

Friday, January 14, 2011

Brain Cancer Symptoms More Condition_symptoms A romantic evening ...

Tittle: HALF TRUTHS

Characters / Couple: Rachel / Finn / Kurt / Puck / Quinn / will
Type: This is a new fic
Rating: This is for adults.
Author Note: I hope you enjoy "I'm not a total waste!, At least serve as a bad example." Lesluthiers

Pd. I hope he is more organized

Previous Chapter: ...

A romantic evening ...

Tonight is very special, for Finn and Kurt, so I try to do everything to make it so ... But in the midst of that, some circumstances they will encounter something difficult to handle ...

A parent who wants to talk about sex ... An aide to a mega store, which shows that you are buying a product that you used only on a night like this ... total confusion which will start very well, finish in more than a better sense ...

Hope you like ...

There I was, facing the sliding door that huge store, as people came and went, with their purchases in their hands.

The largest department store in Lima and in that place I find everything you need for tonight. I sighed and got my hands in my jacket pocket.

According to school blog, if you're sixteen and you have not, you're a loser, it is but you are not any losers, you're the king of the losers. Virginity was not a concept respected and well regarded in the school and it was great whiles will have a girlfriend, but in my case I had a boyfriend, so things were not normal so to speak. There were some charts, where I, Finn Hudson was at the bottom, the product of that detail, but this exchange tonight.

walked down the long corridors while displaying a list of things I would tonight and had taken a number of blog network. The things I had to buy ranging from an inflatable mattress, scented candles, bath salts, rubber ducks, until the inevitable wine, grapes, strawberries and whipped cream.

Several prototypes of romantic evenings, butI could not decide which to use, so I decided to buy everything in that long list and improvise, in due course.

walked down the long aisles picking and choosing what, as I imagined that my life savings would be spent on this night. Article to article, I was coming to the end of the list where I read that last item needed for tonight.

"God, I muttered after swallowing large and see that this place was huge. While knew where everything on the list, could not remember where it was.

Look at the sides, until I saw a guy cl &; Aacute; psycho uniform and thought he could help me. Walk towards him pushing my cart and when you reach your hand touches your shoulder.

clarify "Hi my throat as the boy looked at me puzzled, I'm looking for a product Veras male and therefore need to tell me where this" I smiled.

-Ok, tell me what the producers asked the boy crossing his arms on his chest.

"Well is what we use when we do that I ..- mumbling and ducking his head.

- Pardon? - I asked the guy and he whispered that if I do not understand í a, sighed deeply and pulled out my list and headed for the end to put my finger on the last word and carry it into the boy's face, that focus to read this simple little word.

"Wow, the boy smiled slyly and hit my shoulder" You're a devil-added smiling with more morbidity-What will be tonight? Is it pretty? - Asked the boy.

"Hey I just want you to tell me that corridors are," I said pouting.

"Well, I'm new here and I do not know where they are," replied the boy and I thought I lost my timethis - But who can tell you, quiet, I sighed with relief, when out of nowhere the guy cry-Stan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!, this guy wants to know what is hall No condoms, the voice of that boy weighed hear down the hall and rumble on the shelves, while mothers, elderly, men and children turned toward me.

- What? - Cry a subject from the end of the corridor

-Condoms !!!!! Where are ?!!!!- shouted the boy that was supposed to help me while I brushed the edge of a nervous breakdown. People whispered and pointed at me.

CHTM

LXC, condoms Ahhhh, corridors fifteen-smiled the subject that was in the farthest corner "Lucky matador-added, lower your head and I started to run away from that aisle and people I looked ugly, towards the aisle fifteen, thinking they only had to take a box and get out as quickly as possible to that shop. Hall

fifteen, saw in the distance a small sign, so I ran up and entering it I realized that this would not be easy, because I expected a crowded shelf. My feet dragged along the aisle while reading the small nomnames of the boxes and descriptions.

-Strawberry-read erotic in a box left in place, while my brain started to overheat and imaging was not exactly hot, but because we could not process all the information ny I realized that there was more variety of these products than imagine.

Long, Extra Long, sensitive, colored, flavored, read the boxes without knowing what to decide, when out of nowhere came an elderly man, ie, a grandfather who was wearing bastóny three meters shorter than me and said Need help

-jovencito-

"Oh god, I muttered rolling my eyes.

"Oh god" My breathing became more agitated, sweating like a madman, while my body movíaa pace. It was sexy, hot and it was perfect, as was the unique blend of tenderness and perversion. I bit his pale skin as his lips and his eyes told me he wanted more and more and to deny, that take away the pleasure. In a strange movement of his hips, reaching the end strange, almost never touched supernatural ecstasy, which only reached when all is unique and special ... and passage of new & hellip; Woke up wringing wet and my face

"Another bloody wet dream," murmured my bed hitting frustracióny pure shame, because my pants again had paid the consequences of my nothing angelic dreams, need help, add rising from the bed-This is not normal, is not logical and not right, "I said I must learn to accept things and not fight for anything," I , as he walked to shut myself up there BATHING to wash my underwear and let the cold tap water run through my head and I lowered the heat.

& Asamp; iacute; had become my days after Typhoon Hummel, came into my life and let the storm Quinn after finding very affectionate with Mr. Schue. Everything had changed and that included me, because as I was not the same as Puck was proof of that today would be the first time I would talk to her and get the answer wanted.

I shower, change of underwear and dressed, then left my house, heading to his office, ready to do whatever was necessary.

"I must do everything necessary so that this evening sea special "I said putting up and out of my bed, then today would be the big day, finally, Finn and I would be together.

had to strive and do everything as they had dreamed so much energy that I went upstairs to make breakfast for my father.

"Good morning dad," I greet with a kiss on her forehead, while he took a huge numbers of coffee and reading the newspaper.

Kurt

"Good morning .. You're in a good mood, what is this? - Ask mefather smiling.

"Well," I said, opening the refrigerator and taking bread, today we meet Finn and I reconciled us a month and I have prepared something special for him, "My father opened his eyes and he choked with was drinking coffee, coffee coughing all over, leave the bread on the table and I approached him .- Daddy are you okay? - He nodded and took more coffee to clear his throat

- What do you mean special? "he asked raising his eyebrow.

"Well with candles, romantic dinner and that sort of thing," I said blushing & aacute; ndome a bit.

"You are thinking about having ... .- cleared his throat-sex-father's voice falters there

" Umm, Dad, I think that's private, "I replied, walking away from Ely continuing my work to my father prepare some low-fat breakfast.

"I do not think Kurt is more I think that now is the time-his voice was sober and serious and I thought I was in trouble," Please stop moving and take a seat "When you hear those words I told myself that every possible option to be with Finn tonight was closed withoutI was afraid that my father scolded me for thinking the matter have sex tonight. In my mind were a thousand and one response to this situation, ranging from flight to be with Finn, to assemble a typical tantrum of a child, so I limited in the first instance, to take to feel, listen to what my father had to say and then decide "Well Kurt, the day comes that every parent should talk to your child, because in essence, a father is here to guide, nurture and love their children - My father scratched his bald head and looked at me as if looking for the right words. My father took my hands were shaking and I could feel the Son know I love you so, That as a parent I have to touch this issue with you

"Dad, you're scaring me, by God, What do you want to talk to me? - I asked in anguish, because I thought that was to confess that he had a strange disease or something.

"All right, all right, cleared his throat and said," I talk to son about sex, and there almost dissolved into laughter, but I did the best.

- Sex? - Ask

"Yes, Kurt, Sex, he replied, very, very serious," You see, when a man and a woman love a long-I arch my eyebrow desaprobacióny clear sign he saw me understanding everything at once, so he went back to clear his throat and began again, "When two people love each other very much, comes a certain moment in the relationship where he feels a certain number of impulses that cause, to approach and kiss and ... - my father was making a superhuman effort to not run and as he did that, my son is gay and I have to talk about sex, and must be an act, consent and shared, so if you are looking to molest you or you do not want to say no ... you understand .. Di-no me asked me & oacute;

- No? - I said doubtfully, looking sideways

"Exactly, very well," said my father as she squeezed my hand harder "Knowing that a pianist Therefore, you should be aware that there are diseases and some risk, so there is something you should know and is ... - my father dropped my hands, taking his right hand to one of the back pockets of jeans he wore and take opened his wallet and she pulled out a object, wrapped in shiny silver paper, just pick him up at my eyes and add-on condom .- there I think I almost fainted to see the object in his handsmy father .... It's just so hard to imagine your parents in these adventures, and a chill ran down my back.

"Dad!" He cried, taking my hand to my flushed face and holding his breath.

-Kurt, please I need to take seriously, it is important to me, know that you understand all this and above all, you can protect yourself .- replied my father, and then release a long sigh and open the small package and then deploy the object "This is a condom, use it as a measure of protection ... - my father continued to speak while Idecíaa myself, go to your happy place, go to your happy place ... So all I could remember was the kind of sex education that they gave us a few months ago, where first came into my hands a small object, which was another reason, middle-class which mocked me because I felt that it would be useful and it does not stop there, because during a week, my box full of packaging dawn and Finn was beset by the issue of being the boyfriend of a gay guy ... Remember this, not to the more pleasant conversation, but suddenly remembered another , something that made me re & iacuI, r much at the time and was seeing one of Puck inflate condoms ...

inflated one of my condoms, until you look like a balloon, then take a pen that was available at that location. I started drawing a small eye, then the other, crooked teeth, a few freckles and when he went through his nose, someone entered the room and closed the door firmly, making me scared and sink with the tip force pen and the condom exploded, breaking out of my hands and fell at the feet of the woman who just entered the place.

"I guess you must be Noah Puckerman" she said. Well not just any womenr, was the young woman, tall, statuesque, wearing a tight skirt, so that made it more difficult to hold conversation with her.

"If that's me," I answered, smiling. She took what was left of the condom with the tip of his pen and threw it into the waste basket, and then walking toward the big chair.

"Well I'm Dr. Smith, so tell me the reason for your visit," she said sitting in the chair, opening a book, crossing her legs, showing her perfect legs and although woman was a sex bomb, although this did not lessen that sentíapor inside, so I realized I had more trouble than they imagine, so I started to speak without hesitation.

"Everyone absolutely must all confess, call it faith, call it religion remorse. We all have to speak our truth, "I do not understand why I was doing this.

"I understand, she replied" And what is your truth? - I wonder while scoring something in his notebook. I sighed deeply and bowed his head, it is never easy to confess to a woman so amazing something like this ...

"That he me gusta more than you imagine-finished confessing, causing the woman to stop its activity and watch me as if I was crazy, arching his eyebrow-I know, I know, it's hard to believe, but not I lie, do you you think is easy to say this?, I am, I have a reputation to maintain and I would be very easy to hide, you know? And stay away from any beating, Chinese trousers, sunburn india, launch a trash and any joke that would make me clarify .-

"I understand then why did you confess? - she asked

"For thatthat there is something wrong with me, because I know that this is not normal because I'm a guy and well and ... - I could not finish the sentence

"And you want to tell you that you're normal," said the woman down his glasses and staring at me.

-Si or at least give me a pill for everything that happens, it can be a good time out of my head, but feel this is killing me, that keeps me from sleeping, eating or breathe if you want - bent his head and held it in my hands .-

-Noah, the woman called my name and the head-is you do not expect me to say this, but there is no pill that canda take what you feel, you might be hurt or confused and the answer is more obvious than you think, my eyes opened wide and held my breath "These love with a boy-the air flowed out of my lungs almost slicing and went through my nose Homosexuality is not a disease, but certainly not here to tell you that, "she sighed and put aside her book" You annotations sixteen years, have experienced many things to see and know, if you consider that this should be your world, be okay, so it is too early to say or decide anything about this guy, Kurt, U ; only way you have to do not feelas if killing is to take courage and confess your feelings.

"But it's boyfriend Finn replied.

"I know, so I propose something, meditate on it, consider whether you admit what you feel would improve your situation, whether it's worth the jump, I thought that women are not me was helping a lot.

"At least you can prescribe something for you to sleep," I said, almost begging to help me.

-Umm, I'm afraid not, you're a minor, but it does something for you, "She wrote something on a sheet of paper, fold it and give me the" You can buy this, will help a bit .... C HTMLXC

With almost empty-handed and more confused than usual I went to the largest department store to find the medicine that will allow me to sleep.

- Chama .... Elum nobi em ... .. "I read it in fear of the small role and I thought it was in Russian, so without hesitation I went by my cure for bad Kurt Hummel, although he believed that this would not help me

-Lord do not think this will help me, "muttered the old man kindly helped me choose a condom.

"You must take into account las. Also in my time, did not hold relations with the girl until marriage ... Tell me are you married young? - Said the old man, while I wanted to run the place. I knew I should pay attention to sexual education class, but nooooo, Rachel was seen as an idiot, while everyone was making fun of my boyfriend.

no problem Sir, I will choose either "I replied, taking the first box, to hit and run, when the guy said.

"This is very important and if this is your first time I crythe elderly and there's all blocked me

"My first time understood the importance of gossip and I had tonight on all others, it would give everything in me for the first time although at first had not thought of that fact now things change drastically .- My first time is with Kurt-whisper and a wave of fear washed over me and everything started to turn around and then feel my lungs did not reach enough oxygen. Di Masy few steps as if it were a miracle I saw Puck, asking for something and I thought he was the only one with enough experience in this area,could help. Pushing with all my strength to cart ran to him.

- How it is chamomile? - Scream contorted, the pharmacist who assisted me Chama "But it says here .... Cham-cry ... That points to the sheet of paper.

"If scientific botanical name of common chamomile - answered the subject and thought that life really hated me, so I support my elbows on the counter and hide my face in my hands .- There is in the form of tea and even pills, what presentation do you prefer? - Pregu

nt-Both-answer

unable to believe what he was doing was falling low, so low that bought chamomile in different presentations. The pharmacist returned with a box and a small bottle of pills, the framework put in a paper bag and then said.

"Ten dollars, twenty-

sighed with pain, take my wallet and pay, but when I was about to take my little brown paper bag, someone took me by the arm dragging me away from all she could help me sleep.

angry and I started & eacute, to swear, while the pharmacist was screaming "Lord your pills"

"Enough! - shouting, letting go of the grip of some moron who would have a death slow and painful. - What the hell do you want? - Yell, while those who had attacked me atrevíaa not give me the front. Slowly turn the person and I could recognize who it was, "Finn? - Ask incredulously.

-Puck, brother I need your help, the boy seemed desperate when he said that, but still did not want to help ... He's an idiot.

"No," replied dry and direct, as he began to walk back to the pharmacy.

"Please, I beg you're the one who can help me," said Finn a shadow following me.

Finn "Leave me alone, I have my own problems," I said as I approached to the counter where I waited for my medicine bag.

Puck "This is important, do not know how important it is" said Finn and I finally reached the counter and took my pack, Kurt and I will do tonight

.- "We will do & rdquo ;, the rumbling in my hollow frasecilla beza, I hit my head and ended up closing my fists ... I can not, he can not do this, he does not want Kurt, ie he likes Rachel and no, no I can take away the right of me being the first ... I do not want, do not accept and will not let ...

- Tonight? - ask, trying to stem the enormous anger that arose from my stomach ...

"Yes and it will be our first time ... and buy many things, but I do not know if they are well and good not even know that condom use" the boy whispered, as I hanged paper bagI closed my eyes, processing what he weighed decíay Finn implying therefore not only be a romantic date, if not pass the first, second and third base .- I do not know what ; do and I thought you have lot of experience and maybe you can help me, "And there with that cute frasecilla, the focus turns on my big head. Finn needs my help then let us help.

-there would have started spinning me Finn, "I said to him, and then pose my hand on his shoulder," Let's start .... Puck

had come as a messenger from heaven, had him; To some mistrust at first because I said none of the things I had in the cart serve tonight, so I asked him to stop, but end up trusting as I said there was no better way to just get into a guy by the stomach, so we looked, various kinds of food, well seasoned and rare, they sold in the big tent ...

"The sushi is an aphrodisiac" Puck said, placing a tray of those things in my new cart-

- Can we bring donuts?, I like, "I ask.

-Claroooooooo

!, Few want to take, "answered ó Puck smiled and thought I was helping a lot.

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Finally finished all the food we needed and we headed back into the hall fifteen.

-Puck, do not think we should buy it here, ie you can not borrow one of yours, "I said feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Two things, first is not something that can not you lend and second serve," he said with some bitterness.

- Why? - Ask naively.

"Well I am a size XL-whispered, smiling, then intraro the aisle fifteen and take a box .- Take these will serve, "said throwing the box to my chest and walked proudly towards the box.

finally had what I needed to make this special night, so I left the store, clutching two bags of paper, where he had lunch and finally a box of condoms.

"Well, I hope you do very well tonight," said Puck, taking leave of me at the entrance.

Puck

"Hey, thanks for your help," he said

"Sure," and took a step away from me, when suddenlypaused and added "Hey, maybe Kurt like taking a cup of tea before doing so, the boy turned to me and pulled a small box in the bag" This is a special tea, I take it and as always .... I did not explain anything more, he smiled and winked

-Ohh, I said, smiling, extending my hand to accept the little box-Wha nt I owe you? - ask, looking for my wallet.

"Nothing," replied he, "Take it as a gift for tonight," Puck smiled, turned and walked away from me.

"Thanks !!!!- listen as Finn gritobacco as I walked away from it

"Nothing," muttered moron, thinking that would stop what would happen tonight, so I told Finn that gave Kurt feed and give him so sleepy he could not, not even dream about sex and if that failed, my sleeping area, should serve, but if all else failed, then I intervene, then Kurt will not let you finish with someone who does not love him. Should be ready for tonight ....

"Everything was ready and prepared for tonight," I said looking at my habitacióNo perfectly groomed for this night and think that most do not succeed, after my father explain the reproductive cycle of the platypus, still hear him, for he knew that his intentions were good ... I sighed and thought this would be my first time, though not exactly the first time a guy touched me, it was Puck-Puck muttered, as he could not out of my mind even though he knew that Finn was what all my life I wanted ... I closed my eyes and try to remove that name from my mind and boast of my achievement in romantic decor ....

Scented candles litban my room, my bed covered with red rose petals at heart a collection of soft music. My bathroom was also half-light, while the candles were figures in the foaming water of the bathtub. If I had prepared everything and just waiting for Finn and his alleged surprise that should not be long, so leaving all settled, I went to the bathroom for my father to shower and change clothes, a ma , s appropriate for the occasion ...

The hours passed while I was at my house getting ready, look clean underpants, I shower, wash my teeth and comb my hair, putand the broken condom in the pocket of my jeans and organize all the food in a small basket. When I was ready I look in the mirror and I said to myself.

"Well today is your night, today stop being a boy and you'll become a man ... Today is your first time, so do not hesitate, do not be afraid Finn, is what to do- Take my cart and left my room to the home of Kurt ...

I was there seven beers enzymes and stepping on the lawn of the big house. Had to be crazy, but everything I had done was right, this is what deb & iacutee; to do, this was what I needed to do and above all else, was what I wanted.

sighed deeply and turned to study the house I had before me, he knew his room was in the basement, I knew the main entrance was closed, which meant climbing a tree, grid or something, I knew it would be difficult, I knew my skills were not very good climber, I knew I had to come to room é , l do all this that was on my mind and that included to kick with Finn Hudson Kurt's life, as í to mutter to encourage me

Puckerman

-Noah, today is your night-

I heard someone approaching, so I decided to hide in some bushes. Finn was approaching the house with a large basket, using a cheap cologne, which could be smelled ten thousand miles away and humming eye of the tiger.

Approaching the door, clean the tip of her shoes in the back of her jeans and knock on the door ..

Kurt answered the call and not even allowed to greet me, then I threw it over to kiss me.

"Hello, I muttered as he kissed me.

"You're on time," said away from me and then take my hand "Come on, Finn Hudson-I smiled and enter the house, while Kurt dragged me to his room.

-I brought some things, "I raised a little basket.

Shhht

-hiss-me-me-then ordered, opening the door of his habitacióny both down the stairs, to find that the place looked like a very old love story.

-Wow "was all I could say, then took my face Kurthis hands and began kissing me .- Wait, wait, "I said," I brought away a little something to eat, maybe you'd like to try

"I think not," he said taking off my basket my hands and placing it with finesse on the floor, then take my hand and lead me to the bed. I followed him like a robot, as he knelt on his bed and I was still standing.

began to kiss, slowly and in a way that awakens something in me, but still was not as strong, so I closed my eyes and the first thing I saw was Rachel. I felt like something was growing inside me & iacuyou, and I forget my fears.

Finn began to hug and kiss me hard in a way that was nice, but I felt something unusual, something very strange he did not know how to decipher. It was not like when I was with Puck, it was all natural, like you really want all that and that there was no limit to what I wanted to do ... I closed my eyes and kept kissing a Finn, but the first thing my mind project went to Puck.

Suddenly everything became easier and more intense, so Finn kissed harder, while all my screaming he wanted to do & hellip, but from time to time my subconscious played a trick on me because I wonder, that she wanted to do with Finn or Puck ..

-Noo-Finn said, pushing her shoulders and away from me, as he opened his eyes suddenly

- No? - Ask him, while I I was terrified and confused .- Am I doing something wrong? - questioning, while everything in me said he wanted to be with Puck.

"No, just, just, maybe I'm not ready .- said, sitting on my bed and watching everything he had built collapsed a golpe.

"I understand do not worry," said Finn "I brought a tea that can help us and if not tonight there will be many more," he added, sitting next to me and hugging me.

"Yes, put my head on his shoulder and stayed for half an hour.

"Well, perhaps I'd better leave," Finn said, laying a kiss on my lips and got up from my bed and I meditate for a second what he said.

-Finn, you said that you'd brought? - Ask not understanding very well.

"If you is a special-Puck said" I used as an aphrodisiac or something ...

- Puck? - Ask-

"Yes," responded and pulled the small box her basket and left me on my hands "Here, surely there will be a better chance that we can use," she smiled and kissed me slowly.

acompañoa

"I / O said, coming out of my bed.

slowly climbed the stairs and reached the front door, opened it and the cold of the night I beat my body and then bow my head in pure pain and shame.

"Hey, nothing happened," said Finn, holding my chin with his hand "We have time-added, sediment a sweet kiss on my lips and left.

I closed the door and I felt like an idiot, first Finn wanted to do and I refused.

-So silly and stupid I am, I refused just because my brain I wonder with who should be tonight, I muttered, but I thought it frustrated me no help at all, so I just , I just walk to my room to blow out the candles, my tub drain and remove the rose petals on my bed .... CH

TMLXC - Who should be tonight? - I asked as my steps I left the house Hummel. SI was objective, I wanted to be with Rachel even had something to Kurt, sighed and told me there was nothing wrong with that if passed by Rachel's house and asked him how are you?, After However, we did not talk again after the incident. Walk

quicker to Rachel's house, carrying with me this huge basket. Within minutes I stood at the door and beat her until she finally came out.

- Finn? - Melooked in doubt "What are you doing here?

"I come in Peace" I said rising food basket .- I can go? - Ask, she saw me like I feared, then smiled.

"Okay, so I could go to his house, which was dimly lit and the existing lighting was only TV, which showed some cheesy soap opera.

- Want something? - She asked sitting on the couch

"No answer" I brought something, "I said, sitting on the couch and shelves for food in theory a duty & amp; iacute; to be eating with Kurt, will you? - ask the sushi-

showing

"Yes," responded and began to eat, when a dull thud was heard ...

- What is that? - ask scared.

-Solo is a cat, "she ...

-Solo is a cat, I told myself trembling when I heard a thud coming from upstairs, as I finished organizing my room . My pulse was racing, thinking that a thief could have entered my house.

Take a splash victoria secret and arm & aacute; ndome value out of my room to the source of the terrible sound.

-Auchhh-Estill me burn as a window through which he attempted to enter, it fit my hand.

knew that was not a Romeo and Juliet Kurt was not exactly, but to what that meant podíay, enter only open window of the house of Hummel, to keep the lovebirds do so ...

Taking all my strength achieved through the window and fell heavily in a room of the house, which was completely dark. I staggered up and walk toward the exit of that ROOMion, opened the door and ....

-Ahhhhhhhhhhh ! - Scream when I felt like a liquid that smelled like fruit and burned, fell into my eyes. I stepped back and squeeze the eyes stumbled upon something that made me fall.

"Get out of my house! - Cry my attacker immediately recognized that, while he was weak blows.

!!!!, -Kurt told me

Puck - Puck? What are you doing here - ask him as I wiped my eyes with my shirt.

"I come to stop Finn and you could do, as I stood staring into the nothing I said" Tell me where you are and I make porridge.

"You're a fool-rio-see Kurt give me your hand, come to my room, wash you face and explain to me how you came to my house ...

few minutes later the water was running through my eyes so pain faded away and can be made open and capture, as was arranged Kurt bath. Scented candles, half-filled bathtub and flowers everywhere ...

-Go thought you'd have a hot night, "I said I sec Kurtaba eyes with a thin towel.

I do not want to talk about it, "he said Puck away from me, leaving me dripping water.

all seemed very romantic, inviting and had to be insane to do so under this environment, so I had to ask the question that killed me. I stood up and walk to it stopping at a safe distance.

-Kurt, do you - clear my throat, "you did? ..- Kurt looked at me and hang my head and then sit on the edge of the tub.

"No pude

replied ... "He could not Finn said looking into my eyes when I asked him what had happened tonight and that veníaa my house with a basket of food," he so I simply said I was not ready and indeed no-Finn I sigh I know he's my boyfriend, we are giving a second chance, but really, "Finn was silent and hung his head Reality is I can not get you off my mind, "Rachel added," I ... I love you, "Finn admitted, which both wanted to hear - I know things did not end like we wanted ... - room listenedlar but did not know how to react, so I just limit myself to be me-Y ...

Rachel suddenly felt like I threw up and started kissing me, it felt so good, I was alive and just what we wanted to do. Hug her tightly while I bend her weight and forced me to lay on that sofa, as she was positioned over me. This may not need to close your eyes, just do what sentíay that was to be with her tonight ...

"So I could be with him tonight" I said as I saw Puck complete state of shock. CHT

-SIIIII MLXC !!!!- cry Puck raising his arms to heaven.

-Puck is not funny he is and my boyfriend, "I said rising from the tub, to leave the bathroom

" I know, I know, I'm sorry, " hasten to answer, as I left the BATHING walked to my bed to sit on it .- Just out of curiosity, what stopped you?.

"I'm not ready," said lowering his eyes, he sighed and walked towards me, then sit up in bed next to me .- I am a fool.

"Hey," he said - You're not a fool qho says that will have to deal with me, he smiled, and took my face with his two huge hands are special, unlike many girls or boys, you did not do it because it was trendy or you felt a loser, you want to be single-whisper, his words seemed heartfelt, I sigh and my key into his eyes and something strange happened, I forgot everything, even as he called me and I just got closer to his lips, as if he needed to kiss him, he caressed my cheek and left me to move quietly to him. He kissed and hugged me tight as I live and I felt strangely happy, I was working, just estaba being me and that was too nice.

Using all my weight is on the small body of Kurt Hummel, as he kissed, with intensity, while forgetting, therapies, and the thousand and one I made up excuses to get away from him, so I said.

- I want to be first for you?

- I want to be first for you? - I asked Rachel, when from one moment to another I felt that my world would die unless he was with her.

His amazing eyes locked on me and a blush, the framework in their cheeks

-Si-responRachel gave while everything in my feeling that explode with that answer, so I wanted to kiss it again when they ask a question - Do you have protection?

"Yes," replied Kurt, and there all things strange confusions or doubts were erased from my mind, there was only us in a bed full of rose petals and lit by candles ... I turned to kiss him, when in my kisses and caresses Kurt made a question .- tell me you have protection?

I paused for a moment and look for the package, which I knew had bought inr shop in the pocket of my jeans and ....

I stopped before kissing Kurt continue to look in my wallet, the last condom he had and ....

found nothing, because the pockets of my jeans were torn, so at some point fell in the same ...

found nothing, because the last condom the had inflated and wasted in the doctor's office ....

cry "Damn !!!!- Finn, finding no protection.

"Hell! - Puck cry, seeing her... empty wallet.

serious romantic tonight, so today Puck Finn and learned that romance is not sex, should not be with whoever you want ...

able to post today, sorry is that I have some difficulties that make can not imagine a lot ... sorry about that ... I hope to post more next week ...

I know Finn and Kurt are brothers, but I began to write fiction some time ago .. so hopefully not much dislike the subject ...

Thank you for your comments and for reading ...

Kimikuma_Chan ... thanks for commenting, take your time, go at your own pace and not pressure you ... You should not ask forgiveness, I grateful to write, so as to take some of your time in reading me ... I know you'll do well, it will be good ... but I'll wait and post when I'll read and comment ... .. I encourage you wait ...

Laty ... as always thank you, my dear friend ... Copy and noted, for it isfic to date will have a special just for you, with all my love .. If Finn is getting worse, just have you patience ... Thanks for reading and comment ...

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